24 October 2011

opposition +/- thought = act!

speed^aggression
trample
turn back - Rarity
on forwards future flee!
sunset remarks
issues time-and-space matter
meaning love-and/or-hate derives passion All!
seek all + zero = instant

Dreams are free!

My life is product placement.
My mind, a canvas.
Not for creativity, no—
that’s for les artistes.

My life is product placement.
My mind, a canvas.
     MCDONALDS  
    BADABABABA 
      I’MLOVIN’IT         
I’ve lost my train of thought.

(the conductor has it out for me)

He runs through my gray matter
at the speed of  
WENDY’SALWAYSFRESHNEVERFROZENBEEF
Well, fast.

Food!
This MOVIE is EPIC
ally-expensive!

22 July 2011

Extracurriculars

Oh yes, of course.
Who am I with no trouble
of that opposite point?
Points-- I should say,
of entry.
It's more than that,
naturally.
And perhaps one outweighs the other
(in character, not weight).
Regardless,
once again my attention is split.
No peace of mind exists,
(that's wishful thinking).
I am doomed to endless decision making.
Friend or foe,
love or lust,
live or die.  

12 July 2011

I'll have what I've always had, please


Here I am
on my life’s edge.
The brink of existence
lies within my finite grasp.

“To be or not to be”
was once the question.
Now I must formulate my own
disillusioning inquiry.

To sum up my feelings
in a line or two
might help me live on
with less worry and care.

But! to define a life
through prose or poem
is infinitely difficult
and inescapably annoying.

Experience by experiencing.
(not by hearsay)
One’s life is just that—
it belongs to no one else.

27 May 2011

While the cats are away—

the mice will play.

The mice will set up their own form of self-government,
one that is more dangerous and oppressive than the last.
With only the white mice having social right, all the darker-skinned mice
will be forced to stay within their tiny homes lest they go “missing.”

The mice will soon take over the entire house, to be sure.
It took genocide, yes, but how great is it that mice now rule their world?
The field mice outside are far too "savage" -- clinging to their cat-based theologies.
unlike the civilized and self-made house mice, autonomous and logical.

With an empire united, and a colony enslaved, the mice truly command their realm.
The felines return and kill all of the mice.

31 March 2011

The 100th Luftballon

Rather than a tether, forever tied to the cold, hard concrete,
(as is usually the case)
you are a string.

A string, mind you, attached to a balloon.
(perhaps a red one)
Yeah, you’re a string that’s attached to a balloon.

And, you see, this balloon, is adrift,
(not floating at random, but maybe it is)
it lifts us higher and higher into the stratosphere.

This may not be clever, no,
(I’m fairly certain that it isn’t)
but unlike those luftballons, there’s just one--

and only one.

Dear Bill

The season of my discontent is neither winter nor summer, spring nor fall.
It embeds itself into my calendar and refuses to leave.
It twists and turns in and out of every month, week, day, and hour.
Its growth is vine-like, it constricts and strangles any chance of contentedness.

29 March 2011

She Only Blurs Lines

You blur my realm of understanding.
My clear thoughts are no longer certain,
and no longer is my confusion clear.

I am a camera out of focus.
A necessity, but slightly less useful.
An inconclusive passion experiment.

My intellectual faculties are burnt out,
white-washed in a sea of
ridiculously unintelligible bliss.

I am a deaf translator,
once glorious, and still that way—
just wholly impotent.

A dog without a leash
is only useful to himself.

24 March 2011

The Delusion of Insignificance

My mind is adrift in a sea of nothingness.
This is no Waterworld, no Dryland exists.
. . . the thought of which is preposterous.
You see, I am ruled by logic and persuaded by feeling.
Two beings trapped in an endless maze,
in which we are the mice
and there’s no cheese at the end.

(how did mice develop a taste for cheese?)
(how did we develop a hope for heaven?)

A labyrinth of white-washed blandness
separates us from a false eternity.
This time together is pointless, and yet full of points—
of departure, from this world to the next.

(which exists only in brain-form.)

For what evidence is there of after-this?
A time controlled by logic and reason,
yet dominated by fantastical thoughts of existence.

18 March 2011

Passion in a Shot Glass

A sorely misunderstood joke
can't possibly lead to destiny.

Or rather, maybe it's fitting
to lead a life of comedy.

17 March 2011

Vulnerable Simplicity

An artful projection
of an infinite truth
is not nearly as accurate
as a rendezvous with the corporeal.

16 March 2011

Sunburned

A quiet simplification,
is no match for this oblivious fact.

Time away leads to a mind’s reflection
and generally a false image appears.

The question arises, then—
What to do with an obvious projection?

Let it breed in the dark recess,
and feed off its incessant beauty

or return to that place of origin,
compare the two, and hope for the best.

07 March 2011

Not even a plastic butter knife . . .

I was told to carve myself a niche in this life,
but was not supplied with a knife.
Perhaps a dog without teeth,
or a bird without wings.
I am not meant for this world.

A different plane of existence, is. 
One for a different type of being. 
No atmosphere dwells here, sky.
No physical body, star, planet.
No vacuum of space, blue marbles.
No free afternoon, nap.
My Mind is this plane, and that is all.
A single celled universe, adrift in nothingness.
Millions of light-years across,
covered in an instant’s instance.

Time and space are bodily functions,
they do not exist where I will go.
No heaven would suffice,
the reasons are too practical.
The beginning of an end cooked up
in the minds of unimaginable fools.
Eaten for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
Consumed whole as truth, and now spewed forth
in an unrelenting torrent of abomination.
How can an end be as familiar
as a street of gold?

Roads convey movement,
in a place where only thought exists
and movement is a delusion
conjured by false philosophical mystics—

Such as myself.

03 March 2011

A Different Similarity

Not quite a cliff, precipice,
or even a ledge.
The corner of a meadow, maybe—
Facing inwards.
A wide open space ahead
full of bright flowers and tall grass.
There’ll be patches of mud to be sure,
and maybe a few wasp nests, too.
The journey is not made alone, though—
I have you at my side
and your hand in mine.

01 March 2011

For Whom the Alarm Clock Tolls

How do you mourn the dead?
With pity? Remorse? Regret?
Is this for you or them?

No, Not That

Two days late
and my fate
hangs in the balance.

A thought so natural.
Is it merely cultural
or as widespread as eternity?

Time is transient,
nowhere near apparent.
Yet we insist

upon its importance
despite its chance
of being a complete lie.

28 February 2011

I Like This

There is neither a beginning nor an end.
It’s a timeline of sorts--
with speed bumps and funny illustrations
that are halted without rhyme or reason.

Procrastification

Malaise derived from disobedience
is a false excuse, to be sure.

What, then, is the perpetrator?
Not love, no, nor preoccupation.

Sure, the fate of existence hangs
in the balance of disillusionment--

but is that reason enough to sit
and dwell upon bottomless presuppositions?

Never wholly useless, no, I prove
my worth time and time again--

Just not in ways that settle
my overwrought brain.

     A gray mass of thoughtless brilliance
     clouds my pointless productivity.

26 February 2011

River Kwai

I don’t burn bridges,
I obliterate them.
And it’s true what they say:
they do make a nice fire.
The charred remains of missed opportunities
and lost chances litter my life—
All the better.
There’s no beginning without a clean slate,
And I clean my slate often.  With fire.
      Burn!

24 February 2011

Dazed

(and Confused)

That tangled web
woven by my restless mind
is gently made free
by your endless chatter
and warm embrace.

23 February 2011

Revolution in a Minute

Time is divided by definition.
Arbitrary states of being
are placed into quaint little boxes
with neat, shiny labels of existence.

Limitless possibilities are rationed.
A day consists of countless variables
needlessly separated into 24 blocks
of man-made space-time.

21 February 2011

Meaning thru Action

I talk because I enjoy talking.
I write because I enjoy writing.

No word is infallible truth--
simply conjecture.

I sustain relationships to
hone my relational skills--
no more.

A sad truth, perhaps--
yet none to satisfy my being
has come along.

Proverbial Mess

Life is an endless maze wherein we are the mice and there is no cheese at the end.

By declaring it
impossible to write
poetry. It isn’t.

All that is, is but a dream.

Symmetry is a lie.

Near the end,
it’s just a thought,
just a few moments.

Moving on is
not forgetting.

You can’t judge a life by notation.
The simplest anecdote—
lasts a lifetime in the mind.

“There’s too much,
and so little feels important.
What do you do?”

An ice-cream scoop taken
right from my heart
atop your sundae of
dreaded individuality.

“Happiness isn’t a goal,
just a byproduct”
Of what, exactly?

“If we can’t have everything,
true perfection is nothingness.”